Upcoming Movies I wanna see (by year)

2012
The Hobbit (It's Watson T_T and Sherlock's voice)
Les Miserables (After Taylor was kicked out, I have very high hopes for this)
The Devil's Carnival (There's no reason why I won't get a chance to watch this...right?)

2013
Despicable Me 2 (the first one was nice...sue me)
Iron Man 3 (Do i need to elaborate?)
Thor 2 (The brothers relationship was NOT resolved/played out the way I liked at all in Avengers. They better do it right here)
Star Trek 2 (Seriously no news until now? CUMBERBATCH!!! *_* Is Nimoy coming back?)
Sherlock BBC 3 (I know it's not a movie... so?)

2014
Avengers 2 (Rumoured...they better not postpone it...)
The Addams Family (It's Tim Burton *_*)

Lolz... that was shorter than I thought it would be... Damn... there's nothing much to look forward to this year...... T_T WHY???

Avenger's character list

1.Iron Man - Truly this was a tie between Iron Man and Loki but if we are only counting the Avengers movie than Iron Man did it for me. Loki kinda disappointed me here.
2.Loki - My favourite Marvel character thus far. Sympathetic and damn does he look cool in a suit.
3.Hulk/Bruce Banner - Again, solely for Avengers only. Never liked the Hulk but Avengers pulled me into it.
4.Hawkeye
5.Thor
6.Agent "Phil" Coulson - I don't remember him much but I know he made enough of an impression to make me feel sad that he died.
7.Nick Fury - Meh
8.Captain America - Dull. Reminds me of Leonardo of the Ninja Turtles. Initially interesting as a 'leader' but it becomes his only defining characteristic and he's boring and so...egoistic?
9.Black Widow - @_@ Is there really a point to her other than hot chick? I'm still kinda not happy that she 'figured' Loki's plan without any explanation. Even if she Sherlock scanned the info from him... EXPLAIN!!!

I'm too sleepy to think and write more. I might talk summore when I have the mood.

Hey guyz!!!

How's life? Haha I'm having holidays now. A week only unfortunately but it's great for a little R & R. Not doing anything special. Realized I was in some desperate need of 'me' time, being an introvert and all that. X/ Haha especially since last week we kept going out and all that. Talked way too much.

Haha what else? Haha I've gotten back to writing...Though I seem to have lost some initial inspiration...DAMN!!! I hate unfinished stories. Haha I'll try. I keep getting bombarded with inspiration, if I start watching something now I know I'd get a weird storyline floating through. Hey, how about Harry Potter/Repo... wait. NO NO NO! Enough stories to write about. The stupid Hunger Games crossover refuses to let me end it. Maybe I should write all the endings again and see which I'm satisfied with. XDXDXD

Haha yea ok I'm back into my Repo craze. Mwahahahahaha!!! I'm listening to Ohgr, Spider Mountain, Repo and of course DEVIL'S CARNIVAL (more on that in a while XD) Haha and I just rewatched Devil's Rejects. XD All I need is some good fanfiction and I'm back to Bill/Ogre. XD You did not just read that. XD Oh come on don't look at me like that. I maintain Bill Moseley kept me alive (or at least sane) during my A-Level's exam. Haha maybe he can keep me sane during Med School. I would definitely need it.

Haiz Med School...You can do it, they said. You are smart, they said. @_@ Yea they kinda forgot to mention EVERYONE here is smart as well. Everyone was like the exam was not as hard as they expected lar, they think they can get 3rd quartile and all that shit. I'm just trying to pass man. Gone is the time I was aiming to get 4th quartile. @_@ I dunno when are the results coming out but damn! damn! damn! Hahaha can I be a serial killer instead? So much cooler. (Sorry just watch Devil's Rejects...I HATE THE ENDING T_T)

Oh right Devil's Carnival. Spiritual sequel to Repo! Haha Terrance and Darren's new pet project. They are having private screenings in US now. Lucky bastards. Stupid people on FB kept pics of themselves with the actors. T_T And to think envy was rarely a deadly sin of mine until now. Bill and Ogre refuses to stop sitting next to each other. Again, you didn't read that. I'm not weird...I'm perfectly normal thank you very much.

Haha so what's it about...let's see. The Devil's Carnival is essentially hell and the 3 'special guests' are probably new residents who have to relive their sins over and over again. Well...something like that. Haha why care about the plot when I'm going to watch it no matter what. Haha but it does sound like something I'd watch. Something different and not overrated and musical. Haha I didn't like the songs initially but damn they are really growing on me like 666. Haha I think I found the supporting character I would like. (I mean not talking about Bill and Ogre. And of course Terrance [come on he's Lucifer, what's not to like?{Haha and I can hear all my religious friends backing away slowly xD Get used to it guyz. XD}]. That wouldn't be a fair comparison. XD)

Right...I have to remember not to go to other sites while updating my blog or I'd get bored of updating. Haha I got nothing else to say d actually. So I guess...bye?

Haha I finally have inspiration of the third post in my 'weird series'. (Yes that's what i'm gonna call it until I find a better name for it. XD) Haha again, don't read it if you don't want to. I still dunno where I'm going with this but it fulfils my writing needs. And it pisses Alucia off. I'm kidding...or am I? XD

"Don't do it." I looked up at Alucia staring at me, a rare look in her eyes. "I know what you are thinking, don't do it."

I raised an eyebrow and ran through my most recent thoughts. Mostly it was filled with thoughts of the upcoming exams. "What you going on about?"

She laid next to me, refusing to break eye contact. "You've gone through so much worse without relapsing. This is not worth it."

Relapsing? I-oh... I gave her a smile, it came out more forced than it ought to be. "It was just a passing thought. Relax. I'm not that stressed." 'Not yet.' was laid unspoken between us. She knew all my thoughts.

Even so, she stared at me, looking for any trace of lies on my face. I was always a poor liar, a good snarker perhaps, but a horrid liar. She seemed satisfied and her eyes turned cold. "Good."

"Why Alucia, it's nice to know you care." I said with a smirk.

Anger flashed in her eyes but I saw through their falseness. "It's our body you are damaging." I may not share her thoughts as she did mine but Alucia was an open book. The anger and her words were false.

I rolled my eyes, "My body. You are just the passenger remember?"

A quick look of hurt passed Alucia's face and my brows furrowed in confusion. She turned to rise before turning to me suddenly a grabbing my chin. "I know I'm tough on you but it's really ok if you screw up. I'm not going to blame you."

A lump entered my throat but I didn't say anything. Previous failures flashed through my head and I squeezed my eyes shut to force them out. A hesitant arm reached out to stroke my head before pulling me into a hug. "Alucia, I'm fine. Promise." I didn't know why I said my next words and I would regret it in the morning but it just came out and I sort of meant it. "I won't fail. I won't disappoint you. Promise."

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never
Leave your side
No matter what I say 

Remember two posts ago I was talking about someone who was grating on my nerves? Not the one who wouldn't shut up, the other one. The passive aggressive dominant. I was convinced she was choleric but now I realize I should hope she isn't. Cause if she is, she can take my place with ease and I'd be alone again.

I know my blog's connected to my fb (i think) so I don't want to say much cause I dunno who can be reading. I've been reading my friend's blogs and I envy how much time they spend on it. My blog is just my personal diary. So I hate it when I have to sensor myself but I've no choice. Can't let certain people read it. No one from Uni reads this (for now) and I have a general idea of who views my blog now so no worries.

I miss writing. I haven't written in ages. I feel like getting crazy about Repo again just so I can write more stories. But nah, no time to write. Exam's in two weeks time. Or one, depends on when u count a week end.  Haha, I'm getting my gang to watch Repo! even if I'm not as in to it but hey who knows, after a rewatch I may be crazy about it again. Bill/Ogre XD I love my friends' reaction to Paris Hilton. Hey I didn't know she was Amber Sweet until the credits so I know the feeling. Haha

I watched Hunger Games that day. Not bad esp considering movies nowadays but I can't help but compare it to Battle Royale. I couldn't stand the hero and heroine of Battle Royale but it's the minor characters that really moved the story. Suicide, betrayal etc I could see that happening. Hunger Games... it was hard to call the characters believable. They seem to kill really easily without any 'care' at all. The bloodthirstier ones from the richer districts I get but not the others. And all the outside influences spoilt the game for me. I get that they want to concentrate on the 'reality tv' thing and less on the 'game' but nah I just didn't like that from the show.

Next week is full of cafe food. WHY???? I need more 2 hour breaks. I can't stand the cafe food any longer. Maybe I should just go lunchbox by myself if the others don't want to risk it. I'm really really fed up of cafe food that I might actually go mad. xD

Haha nothing much to say really. I had to update cause Pik Ee updated hers. xD So yea, Aisyah go update yours! And er...that's all I guess. Nightz

I'm half asleep. That much I can promise you. How am I coping with life? It's been life... I stress out much much easier now. I had presentations 3 days in a row...That was stressful. I have no research skills that much I can promise you. I have no idea what to do when my assignments come. Que Sera Sera?

Mmn slipped back into my (default) Melancholic mode today. My friend kept asking me whether I was sick. Lolz? I guess that is a testament of how Sanguine I've been the last couple of weeks. (Well choleric as well but I'm always choleric.) Haha I'm zoning out more and more... But I'm used to that. Maybe I have ADD. Haha That day in class I decided to list the punishments in each level of hell in Dante's Inferno... Random much?

Yea I know I've been talking about the same things over and over again. Stress and zoning out. But it seems to be a staple in my life. It's become a long tedious routine. Classes, come home, get on the comp, do 'homework' and by then I'm too tired to think and bed. That's all my life is. Why am I here again? Honestly until now, I have no idea why I'm in this course but I don't regret anything specific yet, just the amount to study and the stress.

I'm surrounded by Type A personalities. That's expected of course in Med course. I think almost everyone is Type A. It's really stressful to be surrounded by stressed out people. Honestly, I think people stress me out more than the work or myself. The selfish kiasuness is not obvious (not yet), but the other sort of kiasuness is obviously there and like everyone has it. Again, I guess you have to have some sort of kiasuness to get into Med school I guess but again, big stress factors.

Haha listening to Ohgr again. Miss his songs. Such a refreshing change to pop songs. But still, not the kind of artist I'd randomly introduce to my friends. AND Devil's Carnival. I really really wanna watch that. I dunno how long more before they come out but DAMNIT I don't wanna wait. Doesn't matter I dunno the main actors, I've perfect confidence the writers and directors would make characters that I'd like. They made me like Paris Hilton for heaven's sake. I still think that's some form of a miracle.

My eyes are closing. I still dunno what I'm doing here in Med course. I'm still not the constant study type. I reallt don't think I can cope when the workload starts piling up. I'm just glad for a great team I guess. They will help when I need it even the (what I thought) were the more kiasu ones. I'm still worried I'm not fitting in as much as I think I am. I'm definitely more comfortable here than I was in A-levels initially...but it seems I'm the only one who thinks so... Again I dun think I'm fitting in as well as I think or expect, (I always suspected I never fitted in to Tea Party and I was right wasn't I? I was the odd man out...always has been. My current group has all 4 temperaments. I hope that actually helps in things but I'm still scared.

It's either that time of month or I'm sinking back to emo mode. I need something to fangirl over. Anything for distraction. SHERLOCK, I NEED SEASON 3!!!!!!!! Or Devil's Carnival but thats gonna take awhile to come out. K guyz, I'm still half asleep and I really need to go. Byez!!!!

I really can't remember how I was in A-Levels but I don't remember acting so... 'sanguine' then, not at the start I mean. I was really melancholic in A-Levels...except for a few emo moments my melancholicness seems to have all but vanished. (Yea I know, I seem to be speaking in a foreign language). I've been really animated lately, and I don't get that way unless you are talking about something I'm crazy about (and that's if my melancholicness haven't set in).

There may actually be one more person popping up in my group that is going to grate on my last nerves but I think I can tahan that person at least lar. Typical dominant (a bit passive aggresive) types who I totally bet have no idea they are dominant and will be insulted or look for 'support' if I tell them that. I'll just give it more time and see how things go. The other person I could generally ignore but this person is a little harder. Que Sera Sera

Lolz Sanzo and Gojyo is not supposed to get along but my Gojyo is a cancer so technically I'm supposed to. @_@ The 2 aquarius which I'm not supposed to get along with is Hakkai and Goku and we know what a softie Sanzo is. >_> Lolz ok fine...I've gone from a little obsessed to WAY overboard... It's my Melancholic side, I swear. (Ooo speaking of Sanzo, maybe I should get a giant fan to hit on someone's head to shut them up... Ok wow @_@ too many someones. LOLZ but kinda obvious who).

Cholerics may not realise or admit that they are in fact choleric; this seems to be relatively common for some reason. Perhaps they feel that it sounds BAD to be choleric and don't want to sound BAD?

This is common for a lot of cholerics really though I have no idea why. I'm proud to be a choleric (most of my favourite characters are choleric (or melancholic but I digress)). Cholerics get off their asses and do something instead of sitting around on their butts and whining about the problem all day. THEN AGAIN, the above statement might be because most cholerics don't know or refuse to admit their own weaknesses. It takes a semi-melancholic like me to break out of that trap at least. I know my weaknesses and I don't mind admitting some of them. Haha I know my strengths too but er...admitting them is kinda a bit perasan so I dun think it's good mentioning them, neh?

They are not always openly proud, strong, confident leader types who happily jump to the front to command everyone. 

Unfortunately... I used to I think... but after the bad experiences I've had, I'm happy to be in the background or second in command chain. I just don't like the limelight and all that. Neh, melancholic part I guess. My tutor was like 'this girl is very observant', and I could literally hear my choleric and melancholic side arguing. "Yay she noticed me for something good." "Yea way to go shoving us into the limelight." And my eyes was on the ground and I hope I was blushing if not I'd probably look very arrogant...

Haha still trying to figure out how to balance my two sides esp with all this sanguine traits coming in. I'm trying to figure out the zonning out is which personality, cause it sure in hell ain't Choleric. Meh...it's probably my INFP and the whole building stories/daydreaming thing.

Ok I dunno where else my chain of thoughts was supposed to go but I'm sleepy. I better go to sleep. Night guyz... whoever is left....